Now she claims her full Goddess hood, and she claims all that she is, and she no longer shrinks away from the power of womanhood, but she embraces it all. She stands there fearless, and stands firmly rooted in Mother Earth, as she is firmly rooted in the Divine Cosmos, and all that is, and will ever be, and she does not need to be validated for who and what she is! SHE IS ALL.
Therefore, she will love fiercely, loyally, and with her whole heart, mind, soul, spirit, body and being the man who is fearless in loving her too.
The man who is willing to love her totally, complete, and not shrink away from her power, but stands fully in his own manhood and power too.
She does not want a half-man, or an unconscious man, she wants him to be there fully conscious with her, whether he understands her or not.
Love needs not to be understood, but best felt and lived every moment with every single breath and beyond all of this, into the mystical where one has to chart new journeys and cleave open new ways of relating and being, and therefore true love.
When she stands in the fullness and glory of her own womanhood, yet open, vulnerable, authentic, real, honest, and in her higher soul love, and he in the fullness, glory, vulnerability, authenticity, realness, honesty, without masks, then they both are there in their innermost soul and the magnificence of their soul beauty, and then they can finally meet as equals, as partners, in balance and create something extraordinary together.
And finally they see that they are not in competition with each other, they are not at war, they are not pulling each other in different directions, not causing each other pain: – but they are finally realizing that their soul calling and purpose is greater than the sum total of all, and when they are able to find each other on so many levels, that they are meant to work together in tandem, in partnership, outwards into the same direction, sharing the same vision to raise the consciousness of Being, and to work towards the greater good of all.
At last there is the freedom to create new and greater levels of love in relationships, without the one being overwhelmed by the other, but each one equally empowered and in love. Walking in love, talking in love, partnering in love. This does not mean that there will not be fireworks, thunder and lightning, and times when the rain washes away all at the seams: – rather that one is mature enough, to ride out the storms, and to truly harness that inner soul strength and then to find that in the end all has knitted one closer together and one finally understands the immense gift of TRUE LOVE.
She finally has come home to a deep resting place, deep inside herself. She has lost all in the process, her work, her home, her family, her friends. The old life has disintegrated at the very core. Yet, she has found a deep inner belonging, a deep inner peace, a deep love, which spans all dimensions and forms.
She is realizing that happiness is something deep inside herself, and she no longer looks for it outside herself. She knows that she is whole and complete, and therefore there is no neediness to find someone to fill up the void – for the void is no longer there.
Now she can love with a love deeper and more profoundly, for it is soul love. And she can be all whom she wishes to be and more.
And she is learning to fly high like an eagle and to soar even higher than that, into the galactic and cosmic spaces. She knows no bounds.
And one day, he comes, her eagle, her mate, and they fly and soar and do the mating dance. And she finds they are equally matched – and then, she flies high above him, and he below her, and she closes her wings and free-falls: – and he catches her with his wings, as she has trusted him to do. Then they reverse the process and he free-falls and she catches him with her wings.
On total trust, respect, and a deep honoring of the soul in each other, they now mate on higher and greater levels before: not because of all the scars, the dark nights of the soul, and all else, but rather in spite of them all, and because those battle scars where hard won and served their souls in immense ways, to finally be able to love on a far deeper and more profound level, and experience the transcendental, Universal love, of the Divine Male and the Divine Female, and ultimately the true state of bliss.
And then, one day, she stands there, on the high mountain, and she thanks Mother Earth for giving her life, for giving her this body for an eyewink in eternity and to experience life on planet earth. She thanks the Goddess for teaching her to stand in her own power, and for reveling and dancing in her own beautiful and profound womanhood, and for giving her the opportunity to finally understand the immense gift of life in this form.
As she raises her hands to the heavens and lifts her face to the sun, waves and waves of love energies run through her and radiate out into the cosmic whole.
She has finally come home.
art: Karol Bak